THIS IS AN ARTICLE ON MY LOVE...........If ur intrested in LOVE HURTS stories...JUS READ THIS......WANT TO GIVE COMMENTS ON THIS ARTICLE ...!!THEN GIVE..........
Hi Frnds dis is MAHENDRA.....Pursing my B.tech. I want to share my Fellings with u ppl about my 1st nd last LOVE.
I can now realise that love hurts but still i want to be in that pain. I am used to loving a girl who loves somebody else. I know it sounds weird but still I having been loving her since from my 6th class. I love the way she smiles, the way she talks, she walks and everything else she does. I never knew that I will get crushed on someone so much that i would get lost and never find myself. I used to often see her when i was in my schooling.and I found out that her name is sai sree.slowly I realised that I am getting crushed on her. I then tried to be near her.she used to sit beside me,In my schooling i was average in my studies...she used to scold me...beat me and make me study..like dat my scholling was gng on and i fineshed my 6th standard.. after that i couldnt contact her because i went to another residentiall school. Days passed ,Years passed...slowly i forget her...!!
6 years later Its the thing somewhere in the end of my clg ..i mean in class inter 2, i was going on my byk. sudenly my heart beat raised...she is in frnt of my eyes.then i shouted loudely sree....then i vacated from there.. due to i have some lugauge.i thanked god or being petty on me.i went to her but she didnt remember me...slowly she recognized me..my bestfriend helped me to get her number.I called her and proposed for frienship..... 1st she accepted and i thought iam the lucky man in this world,after few days ...wat happend her i dnt know... she jus ignored me.I waited for few days and one day i propsed for LOVE..she conveinced me about our age and the stage of study we were in... my eyes became wet.I was happy even though and had a hope of being loved by her.i used to play football in front of her home to see her daily.i used to wait outside of her home for hours and hours after my clg just get a little glimpse of her but i never could and i used to leave with great dissappointment in my heart.
i started to be near her. that was the best deusi i had ever had. i was with her everytime in my dreams.
I after that i used to call her very often. she used to so scareed to talk to me. and i was so badly disappointed. everything was fine and going well until her friend told me that she has got someone and is having crush with dat guy. my body got paralysed. i couldnt even say a word to her.i wanted to ask her why did she do that to me but i didnt. instead i said i am happy for her and sad for me i would always be. but i couldnt still forget her and continued calling her. she was looking an angel. and i knew that i didnt deserve that angel..,but i still call her. its not like i cant forget her but i dont want to forget her.
May be this is a true love yes this is a real love. and she is still the sai sree i knew before. i didnt love her because she is beautiful but its because my heart told me to do so. As there is a saying first love is the true love and others are the compromises. I still love her and always love her whatever happens to me or to her......... she is always in my heart and would always be my angel. i believe she is happy with him. and i still want to say her: whatever may happen in this life but always remember that there is someone happy in this world bcoz you are happy somewhere in this world." this is my fate this my first and last love .but "I'm not Forcing Her to Love Me.But Don't let Love Be the Reason for Hating Me."But i want to tel some thing to her..Dont settle for the one you can live with....Wait for the one you can't Live without..!!Loving someone is a foolish, horrible and stupid feeling it cost nothing but it get hurt ,crying , tears , sadness and end of life. but giving love get respect, happiness, attraction and worth highest. i give my love for her only her...!!but the best feeling i had in my life iz waitng 4 her in frnt of her house in heaivy rain.....wen she cmes out....my heartbeat raises....nd dance wth luv........TRUE LUV NEVER ENDS..!! She knows that i still love her but how much neither she ever did know it nor she will know it....SaiSree i love you...!! till the end....
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